Negative HPT this morning.
It's amazing how my eyes can stare deep into a white plastic stick, practically wishing another line into existence. Maybe if I hold it differently? Look at it under a different light?
Negatory. Nothing. Zilch.
Having hope while being a realist is a tough road to travel sometimes.
I've Googled using more fertility-related acronyms than I can count. Googling stinks. Just don't do it.
All the while, through the pain of very real disappointment and a little bit of anger, I am clinging to what I know about God, what I have to believe: He loves me so much that he would never cause anything to happen (or not happen) if it weren't exactly in His plan, the best plan, for my life.
Infertility is such a irritating problem which creates so much disturbance in life. The most important thing is to bring a new life that every couple wants. But it is very painful and emotional for some couples who are infertile. By the way I liked your posts. I read 3 posts of you. Its an interesting and sentimental journey. My prayers are with you. Keep update us.
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