On Friday (2/26) Chris and I head to Shady Grove for the first ultrasound. I have a complete mix of emotions. I am thrilled at the thought that the ultrasound will show that there's actually something IN my uterus, instead of the dark, fuzzy, empty screen I see every other visit. I am thrilled that we will be able to hear a heartbeat on Friday.
I am scared that something could be wrong. What if we don't hear anything, no heartbeat on Friday?
I think both emotions are normal.
I keep coming back to what I know to be true about God, His character qualities, who He is.... And that's where I have to rest until Friday.